The Phoenix & the Goldfish

Once upon a time in Puerto Galera, Phoenix is beside her Goldfish, looking at the stars above. He leans closely and whispers sweetly, "Those stars are beautiful but I don't have to look up anymore since MY STAR is now besides me shining brightly." Haaayyyyzzzzz.... how can a Phoenix-Goldfish love story be very romantic as that!

But just like the sms message, "If a bird falls in love with a fish, where would they live? Who gets the fins and who loses the wings?" - Our love is not possible this time. In either way, I'll keep the zenith in my heart as it is - untouched! And if my Phoenix continues to fly within my zenith, I'll always welcome him without whines. And heal his broken wings with my love and cares. There's no vain hope nor it is a fervent wish. I call it - HAPPINESS in zillion ways (pardonez moi s'il vous plait)! And I will still hold him dearly in my heart. Whenever, wherever and however!

This is me, my love and my life!

Perfectly Imperfect

After a year of breaking up stage and 2.5 years of moving on stage, here I am again, confirming the melody of my heart. That it takes forever to forget someone. He's not just someone that I've known but SOMEBODY who made me SOMEBODY, too. He's the poetry that flowers my heart, moist my lips and grip my hands. But that is sometime ago. Am I back to the same grounds? Hopefully not, I just can't stop myself remembering those sweetest smiles that he put on my lips. I'm perfectly imperfect then.


Sigh! CPA reviews are just reminding me of those bittersweet memories. Perhaps, we really can't have the best of both world. But I choose to be the best in whatever is left with me.


And today is a wonder. We still have a communication - sharing the love, care & martyrdom. How can I ever resist his charms? Instead, it becomes my sweet addiction. Ugh! still on my perfectly imperfect self.